Pebbles,
I was really worried about you today.
I had my second gestational diabetes test. Which involved a LOT of needles and blood, I will tell you the details when you about about 13. After the variety of tests, I was called with the results, it turns out I have gestational diabetes. Immediately I thought, "What does that mean for the baby?" This question lead me to oodles of websites with oodles of information. I read many of the complications involved with GD including: high birth weight, increased trauma to shoulders during delivery due to large birth weight, hyperinsulinemia/ a large drop in blood sugar, breathing difficulties, possible diabetes later in life, etc...
After reading those things I felt like I let you down. :( I felt like I should have been able to do something more. As I am realizing more and more... sometimes things just happen that are out of our control and we don't know why.
Let me tell you that letting you down is NOT one of the things that I will ever be doing as long as I have something to say about it!
So now... I will be going into the dietitian next week. Who happens to be a good friend from high school, talk about things happening for a reason. At the appointment I'll learn more about testing my blood sugar and getting on a strict low carb/sugar high protein/fiber diet to manage my/I guess our, blood sugar.
For now, I have a lot of support from friends and family who have had GD. They are giving me some pointers and I continue to be SO relieved that these people are in our lives helping to keep you and I healthy.
I absolutely LOVE you and will do whatever it takes to keep you healthy.
As Auntie Jenn said... I will "make Gestational Diabetes my BITCH!"
*Yet another reason you won't read this until you are 13!
Love,
Mom




